Strain this chaos, turn her heart into mine
I've got to see you her last time
Just give me a chance to hold on
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear 'cause you are all that I have
There is a darkness deep in you
A frightening magic I cling to
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear now you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear now you are all that I have
Monday, May 31, 2010
Conditions of the Heart
The night has a thousand eyes,
and the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.
The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies,
When love is done
and the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.
The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies,
When love is done
Friday, May 28, 2010
12 Things to Do with Coca Cola
Coca Cola (the real one) is not only great to drink, it also has many uses around the home.
This list of uses was tested on ordinary, original Coca Cola, not the diet kind, or any of the variations there are available.
1. Cleaned a burned saucepan by pouring Coke into it and boiling. This takes out all the staining.
2. It’s easy to make a modern photograph look like an old sepia one. Just lightly brush the photograph with Coca Cola and dry quickly. Don’t wet it too much or it will buckle. Photocopied black and white pictures make great looking “antique” prints, if you treat them in the same way. Maps photocopied and treated this way, look fantastic in antique style frames.
3. If you dye your hair and the result is too intense, flat Coca Cola will help to lighten it.
4. Give old coins a soak in Coke. This gives a brilliant shine for collections and decorative items.
5. Pour Coca Cola into your kettle and leave all day. This will remove limescale and leaves it clean inside.
6. A can of Coke poured into the toilet will clean it. The acid in the drink gets to work right away.
7. Make an excellent barbecue sauce by mixing Coke and Ketchup , half and half. Coat chicken, meat, etc with this before cooking. It’s mouthwatering.
8. Flat Coke makes a good hair conditioner. Pour it over your hair, rinse and dry.
9. Put Coke into flat wide dishes in the garden and it will help to rid your plants of slugs. They are attracted by the sweet smell and once they fall in, they can’t get out.
10. Rusty bolts can be loosened by soaking a rag in Coca Cola, and wrapping it around the bolt. Leave for a few hours and it will be easier to move.
11. Clean your jewelery in a glass of Coke. Brush with a toothbrush and rinse well. (Not recommended for valuable items, or those with gem stones in them.)
12. Flat Coca Cola helps to settle upset stomachs. Don’t use fresh, fizzy Coke as this could irritate the condition. (Take the fizz out by adding a little sugar, if you need to.)
This list of uses was tested on ordinary, original Coca Cola, not the diet kind, or any of the variations there are available.
1. Cleaned a burned saucepan by pouring Coke into it and boiling. This takes out all the staining.
2. It’s easy to make a modern photograph look like an old sepia one. Just lightly brush the photograph with Coca Cola and dry quickly. Don’t wet it too much or it will buckle. Photocopied black and white pictures make great looking “antique” prints, if you treat them in the same way. Maps photocopied and treated this way, look fantastic in antique style frames.
3. If you dye your hair and the result is too intense, flat Coca Cola will help to lighten it.
4. Give old coins a soak in Coke. This gives a brilliant shine for collections and decorative items.
5. Pour Coca Cola into your kettle and leave all day. This will remove limescale and leaves it clean inside.
6. A can of Coke poured into the toilet will clean it. The acid in the drink gets to work right away.
7. Make an excellent barbecue sauce by mixing Coke and Ketchup , half and half. Coat chicken, meat, etc with this before cooking. It’s mouthwatering.
8. Flat Coke makes a good hair conditioner. Pour it over your hair, rinse and dry.
9. Put Coke into flat wide dishes in the garden and it will help to rid your plants of slugs. They are attracted by the sweet smell and once they fall in, they can’t get out.
10. Rusty bolts can be loosened by soaking a rag in Coca Cola, and wrapping it around the bolt. Leave for a few hours and it will be easier to move.
11. Clean your jewelery in a glass of Coke. Brush with a toothbrush and rinse well. (Not recommended for valuable items, or those with gem stones in them.)
12. Flat Coca Cola helps to settle upset stomachs. Don’t use fresh, fizzy Coke as this could irritate the condition. (Take the fizz out by adding a little sugar, if you need to.)
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
INDIA Profile @ BBC's
- Full name: Republic of India
- Population: 1.2 billion (UN, 2009)
- Capital: New Delhi
- Most-populated city: Mumbai (Bombay)
- Area: 3.1 million sq km (1.2 million sq miles), excluding Indian-administered Kashmir (100,569 sq km/38,830 sq miles)
- Major languages: Hindi, English and at least 16 other official languages
- Major religions: Hinduism, Islam, Christianity, Sikhism, Buddhism, Jainism
- Life expectancy: 62 years (men), 65 years (women) (UN)
- Monetary unit: 1 Indian Rupee = 100 paise
- Main exports: Agricultural products, textile goods, gems and jewellery, software services and technology, engineering goods, chemicals, leather products
- GNI per capita: US $1070 (World Bank, 2008)
- Internet domain: .in
- International dialling code: +91
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
है लिए हथियार दुश्मन ताक में बैठा उधर,
और हम तैयार हैं सीना लिए अपना इधर.
ख़ून से खेलेंगे होली गर वतन मुश्क़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
हाथ, जिन में है जूनून, कटते नही तलवार से,
सर जो उठ जाते हैं वो झुकते नहीं ललकार से. {2}
और भड़केगा जो शोला सा हमारे दिल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
हम तो घर से ही थे निकले बाँधकर सर पर कफ़न,
जाँ हथेली पर लिए लो बढ चले हैं ये कदम.
ज़िंदगी तो अपनी मॆहमाँ मौत की महफ़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
दिल में तूफ़ानों की टोली और नसों में इन्कलाब,
होश दुश्मन के उड़ा देंगे हमें रोको न आज.
दूर रह पाए जो हमसे दम कहाँ मंज़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
The Original POEM
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
देखना है ज़ोर कितना बाज़ू-ए-क़ातिल में है
(ऐ वतन,) करता नहीं क्यूँ दूसरी कुछ बातचीत,
देखता हूँ मैं जिसे वो चुप तेरी महफ़िल में है
ऐ शहीद-ए-मुल्क-ओ-मिल्लत, मैं तेरे ऊपर निसार,
अब तेरी हिम्मत का चरचा ग़ैर की महफ़िल में है
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
वक़्त आने पर बता देंगे तुझे, ए आसमान,
हम अभी से क्या बताएँ क्या हमारे दिल में है
खेँच कर लाई है सब को क़त्ल होने की उमीद,
आशिकों का आज जमघट कूचा-ए-क़ातिल में है
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
है लिए हथियार दुश्मन ताक में बैठा उधर,
और हम तैयार हैं सीना लिए अपना इधर.
ख़ून से खेलेंगे होली गर वतन मुश्क़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
हाथ, जिन में है जूनून, कटते नही तलवार से,
सर जो उठ जाते हैं वो झुकते नहीं ललकार से.
और भड़केगा जो शोला सा हमारे दिल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
हम तो घर से ही थे निकले बाँधकर सर पर कफ़न,
जाँ हथेली पर लिए लो बढ चले हैं ये कदम.
ज़िंदगी तो अपनी मॆहमाँ मौत की महफ़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
यूँ खड़ा मक़्तल में क़ातिल कह रहा है बार-बार,
क्या तमन्ना-ए-शहादत भी किसी के दिल में है?
दिल में तूफ़ानों की टोली और नसों में इन्कलाब,
होश दुश्मन के उड़ा देंगे हमें रोको न आज.
दूर रह पाए जो हमसे दम कहाँ मंज़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
वो जिस्म भी क्या जिस्म है जिसमे न हो ख़ून-ए-जुनून
क्या लड़े तूफ़ान से जो कश्ती-ए-साहिल में है
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
देखना है ज़ोर कितना बाज़ू-ए-क़ातिल में
और हम तैयार हैं सीना लिए अपना इधर.
ख़ून से खेलेंगे होली गर वतन मुश्क़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
हाथ, जिन में है जूनून, कटते नही तलवार से,
सर जो उठ जाते हैं वो झुकते नहीं ललकार से. {2}
और भड़केगा जो शोला सा हमारे दिल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
हम तो घर से ही थे निकले बाँधकर सर पर कफ़न,
जाँ हथेली पर लिए लो बढ चले हैं ये कदम.
ज़िंदगी तो अपनी मॆहमाँ मौत की महफ़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
दिल में तूफ़ानों की टोली और नसों में इन्कलाब,
होश दुश्मन के उड़ा देंगे हमें रोको न आज.
दूर रह पाए जो हमसे दम कहाँ मंज़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
The Original POEM
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
देखना है ज़ोर कितना बाज़ू-ए-क़ातिल में है
(ऐ वतन,) करता नहीं क्यूँ दूसरी कुछ बातचीत,
देखता हूँ मैं जिसे वो चुप तेरी महफ़िल में है
ऐ शहीद-ए-मुल्क-ओ-मिल्लत, मैं तेरे ऊपर निसार,
अब तेरी हिम्मत का चरचा ग़ैर की महफ़िल में है
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
वक़्त आने पर बता देंगे तुझे, ए आसमान,
हम अभी से क्या बताएँ क्या हमारे दिल में है
खेँच कर लाई है सब को क़त्ल होने की उमीद,
आशिकों का आज जमघट कूचा-ए-क़ातिल में है
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
है लिए हथियार दुश्मन ताक में बैठा उधर,
और हम तैयार हैं सीना लिए अपना इधर.
ख़ून से खेलेंगे होली गर वतन मुश्क़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
हाथ, जिन में है जूनून, कटते नही तलवार से,
सर जो उठ जाते हैं वो झुकते नहीं ललकार से.
और भड़केगा जो शोला सा हमारे दिल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
हम तो घर से ही थे निकले बाँधकर सर पर कफ़न,
जाँ हथेली पर लिए लो बढ चले हैं ये कदम.
ज़िंदगी तो अपनी मॆहमाँ मौत की महफ़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
यूँ खड़ा मक़्तल में क़ातिल कह रहा है बार-बार,
क्या तमन्ना-ए-शहादत भी किसी के दिल में है?
दिल में तूफ़ानों की टोली और नसों में इन्कलाब,
होश दुश्मन के उड़ा देंगे हमें रोको न आज.
दूर रह पाए जो हमसे दम कहाँ मंज़िल में है,
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
वो जिस्म भी क्या जिस्म है जिसमे न हो ख़ून-ए-जुनून
क्या लड़े तूफ़ान से जो कश्ती-ए-साहिल में है
सरफ़रोशी की तमन्ना अब हमारे दिल में है
देखना है ज़ोर कितना बाज़ू-ए-क़ातिल में
Sunday, May 16, 2010
A Few things which made me Open to Revelatory Experiences.
People learn, "Early in Lives", what is their reason for being.., May be that's why they give up on it easily too., But that's the way it is.
If you start out by promising, what you don't ever have yet, you'll lose your desire to work towards getting it.
Damn, I really want to hate myself, but I can't.
I'm really tired of these school things. Please take away them!
There is a force that wants you to realize your destiny; it whets your appetite with the taste of success.
Going to hate those who have found their treasure because, I never found mine.
The close I get to realizing my destiny, the more that destiny becomes my true reason for being ALIVE.
People need not fear the unknown, if they are capable of achieving what they need and want.
The only skills that have the Patience to learn are those that have no real application in LIFE., and the only skill I have is the patience to learn any.
The World owes me happiness, fulfillment and Success.
I'm like everyone else, I see the World in tears if what I would Like to see happen, not what actually does.
When you really want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.
There were certain things one shouldn't ask about, so as not to free from one's own destiny.
Beauty is a great seducer of MEN.
I don't want to change anything, because I don't how to deal with change, I'm used to the way I am.
Traditional single point viewpoint has been abandoned, perspective has been fractured.
I've been dis empowered, My centering, self-actualizing anima has been impacted by toxic, co-dependent dysfunctionality.
Make my life an example of the principles I believe in.
I'm not sure that if total self-indulgence is really a PRINCIPLE.
If you start out by promising, what you don't ever have yet, you'll lose your desire to work towards getting it.
Damn, I really want to hate myself, but I can't.
I'm really tired of these school things. Please take away them!
There is a force that wants you to realize your destiny; it whets your appetite with the taste of success.
Going to hate those who have found their treasure because, I never found mine.
The close I get to realizing my destiny, the more that destiny becomes my true reason for being ALIVE.
People need not fear the unknown, if they are capable of achieving what they need and want.
The only skills that have the Patience to learn are those that have no real application in LIFE., and the only skill I have is the patience to learn any.
The World owes me happiness, fulfillment and Success.
I'm like everyone else, I see the World in tears if what I would Like to see happen, not what actually does.
When you really want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.
There were certain things one shouldn't ask about, so as not to free from one's own destiny.
Beauty is a great seducer of MEN.
I don't want to change anything, because I don't how to deal with change, I'm used to the way I am.
Traditional single point viewpoint has been abandoned, perspective has been fractured.
I've been dis empowered, My centering, self-actualizing anima has been impacted by toxic, co-dependent dysfunctionality.
Make my life an example of the principles I believe in.
I'm not sure that if total self-indulgence is really a PRINCIPLE.
Friday, May 14, 2010
.t.h.e. .l.i.e.s.
Beep Beep....BeepBeepBeep
I seem to have lost the hunger
The food has no taste anymore
Somewhere familiar yet new
Where dreams and reality fuse
Succumbing inch by inch
To once again feel
The ecstasy of your touch
Yet avoiding your fingers
Every image is deceiving
And trust can be the hardest thing
I don't know of the word regret
Don't want to admit
And the feelings seem to numb
I don't want this
But ask anyway
Want to ignore
.t.h.e. .l.i.e.s.
You're over my head
A black cloud
A puddle at my feet
Dissipating like snow on my fingers
I've lost the desire to lust
Searching for something deeper
And you're just a shadow
I cannot seem to place
I seem to have lost the hunger
The food has no taste anymore
Somewhere familiar yet new
Where dreams and reality fuse
Succumbing inch by inch
To once again feel
The ecstasy of your touch
Yet avoiding your fingers
Every image is deceiving
And trust can be the hardest thing
I don't know of the word regret
Don't want to admit
And the feelings seem to numb
I don't want this
But ask anyway
Want to ignore
.t.h.e. .l.i.e.s.
You're over my head
A black cloud
A puddle at my feet
Dissipating like snow on my fingers
I've lost the desire to lust
Searching for something deeper
And you're just a shadow
I cannot seem to place
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Be with me...
Be with me...
Hope You'll always be with me
Forever 'n' ever till eternity
'n' Never call it quits
No matter what the risks
My love for you is true
'n' it'll see us through
I believe in you and I
and our love can never die
Our love has made us one
& even when I'm gone
I'll shine as have always shone
Through my love
That is you.
Hope You'll always be with me
Forever 'n' ever till eternity
'n' Never call it quits
No matter what the risks
My love for you is true
'n' it'll see us through
I believe in you and I
and our love can never die
Our love has made us one
& even when I'm gone
I'll shine as have always shone
Through my love
That is you.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
What is Love?
What is love?
Is it a longing
or a belonging?
Does it hurt like a bee sting?
Or does it make you feel merry
when the church bells ring?
Does it mean anything?
and is it a good feeling?
Is it a sought of heart dealing,
that has a lot of meaning?
Does it mean on someone
you are always leaning?
I am ever so confused
and keep wondering its meaning!
Is it a longing
or a belonging?
Does it hurt like a bee sting?
Or does it make you feel merry
when the church bells ring?
Does it mean anything?
and is it a good feeling?
Is it a sought of heart dealing,
that has a lot of meaning?
Does it mean on someone
you are always leaning?
I am ever so confused
and keep wondering its meaning!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
you are looking in the wrong place
Okay I can no longer rub it in with the days and days of sunshine.
When you say you “liked it” did you just laugh, either to yourself or out loud? cos if you did it doesn’t mean that you are f*cked up at all. it’s been proven that the majority of laughter is in response to moments of great social tension and not humour itself. seeing someone die can be pretty tense, so the feeling of laughter (if it was that) could have just been a response to relieve the tension you felt. I suppose it also depends on if it was a stranger you saw die or someone you knew and/or were close to. If a stranger you would have had less of an emotional attachment to them, that emotional attachment to them would have triggered a “normal” response. I hope this helps but if you do still have doubts about what this specifically means I would recommend seeking a proffessional to help you see the situation more clearly.
Well i have had people close to me die before but i have never felt anything for them… but when i say i liked it i am saying that i enjoyed seeing a dead person, the fact that he was dead made me feel happy… and i have done lots of thinking and death is such a beautiful thing, it is the one thing that you cant do wrong…i find everything in this world despicable, everything is made out of imperfection, the only beauty is the the destruction of such imperfection, just seeing this dead man made me have such a rush, like the world was better without him… now no one needs to worry im not thinking of doing anything drastic or bad, but im just saying it made me feel something, which things dont tend to do…i dont understand emotions at all, i cant even tell mine apart… but this made me feel like i understood happiness.
Well i have had people close to me die before but i have never felt anything for them… but when i say i liked it i am saying that i enjoyed seeing a dead person, the fact that he was dead made me feel happy… and i have done lots of thinking and death is such a beautiful thing, it is the one thing that you cant do wrong…i find everything in this world despicable, everything is made out of imperfection, the only beauty is the the destruction of such imperfection, just seeing this dead man made me have such a rush, like the world was better without him… now no one needs to worry im not thinking of doing anything drastic or bad, but im just saying it made me feel something, which things dont tend to do…i dont understand emotions at all, i cant even tell mine apart… but this made me feel like i understood happiness.
Perfection is humanly impossible to attain. Everyone is in the same boat none are greater than another, although many people like to “think” they are better. Everyone will come into this world naked with nothing, and leave in the same way. In God only is perfection, love and truth, you are looking in the wrong place.
Monday, May 3, 2010
why did you
why did you leave me and go away?
when I have so much to tell you...
that you are so special and unique,
that the summer rains and winter sun are no more charming,
enchanting and beautiful is your thought,
that I love the way you treat me,
I feel so special when I am with you,
that you bring the best out of me,
that your smile mesmerizes me,
that you eyes hold me spellbound,
that your thought excites me and produces waves within,
that I am so lonely without you,
that life has lost its charm without you,
that this world doesn't attract me anymore,
And above all I love you and always have.
when I have so much to tell you...
that you are so special and unique,
that the summer rains and winter sun are no more charming,
enchanting and beautiful is your thought,
that I love the way you treat me,
I feel so special when I am with you,
that you bring the best out of me,
that your smile mesmerizes me,
that you eyes hold me spellbound,
that your thought excites me and produces waves within,
that I am so lonely without you,
that life has lost its charm without you,
that this world doesn't attract me anymore,
And above all I love you and always have.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Alone
I've been waiting for you so long,
but tell me baby, how long?
I've been walking all alone on these roads,
and these roads are full of thrones.
I wished these roads i walk ,had an end,
all alone on which me you've send!
But then I realized, that you and me were two parallel lines...
which were close but never inclined.
Been so far, yet so close,
we've explored our journey,
me without you and you without me...
I tried to change my way,
but then you said ther'll be a day...
when hearts will meet, rains will stop,
sun will shine, and the dew's will drop...
the time would stand still, when you and I will...
Together we'll go on the same path for awhile,
but not forever again...
and you say I have to smile...
though my heart is in pain.
Hope is what you gave me,
and hope is what I need...
hope is what we live on,
yes I believe in you indeed.
Now that I've realized, love is what we have deep inside
so if the day doesn't exist, & the rains don't stop
the sun won't shine, and the dew's won't drop...
they don't bother me no more,
'cause love is what I have inside,
and love will keep me going on the roads,
even if I have no one to confide.
So I start walking all alone again,
with love in my heart, and love in my brain...
not waiting for no one...
'Coz wait will give me all pain and no gain...
but tell me baby, how long?
I've been walking all alone on these roads,
and these roads are full of thrones.
I wished these roads i walk ,had an end,
all alone on which me you've send!
But then I realized, that you and me were two parallel lines...
which were close but never inclined.
Been so far, yet so close,
we've explored our journey,
me without you and you without me...
I tried to change my way,
but then you said ther'll be a day...
when hearts will meet, rains will stop,
sun will shine, and the dew's will drop...
the time would stand still, when you and I will...
Together we'll go on the same path for awhile,
but not forever again...
and you say I have to smile...
though my heart is in pain.
Hope is what you gave me,
and hope is what I need...
hope is what we live on,
yes I believe in you indeed.
Now that I've realized, love is what we have deep inside
so if the day doesn't exist, & the rains don't stop
the sun won't shine, and the dew's won't drop...
they don't bother me no more,
'cause love is what I have inside,
and love will keep me going on the roads,
even if I have no one to confide.
So I start walking all alone again,
with love in my heart, and love in my brain...
not waiting for no one...
'Coz wait will give me all pain and no gain...
All Alone
I stood all alone in the corner
But then you came along,
With your warmth and your sense of humor
You made me feel loved.
You dragged me out of my corner
And you taught me how to laugh
You helped me up when I was down
You gave meaning to my life.
And after a while,
I began to love you so;
Just dreading the day
That you'd have to go.
But that day just has to come
'Coz you're loved by one and all.
I'd be selfish to pull you down
And keep you from standing tall.
The time has come for you to go;
Forget this lonely mourner;
Now you're standing with all your friends,
While I stand alone in the corner.
But then you came along,
With your warmth and your sense of humor
You made me feel loved.
You dragged me out of my corner
And you taught me how to laugh
You helped me up when I was down
You gave meaning to my life.
And after a while,
I began to love you so;
Just dreading the day
That you'd have to go.
But that day just has to come
'Coz you're loved by one and all.
I'd be selfish to pull you down
And keep you from standing tall.
The time has come for you to go;
Forget this lonely mourner;
Now you're standing with all your friends,
While I stand alone in the corner.
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