Sunday, August 2, 2009

how about a suicide..........

Lets see if this will do it. I'd hate to die twice. It's so boring.

Crazy sounds of ennuied mind in a malancholic state...... whats left more on life......

You know whats my worst fear............. seeing u sad....... and knowing the reason that 'm the cause.

Whats awaiting more........ spending all my life apologizing to you for things that happened whether they were my fault or not.

You have taken all I had and left me with.......... what.....! left me with this... meningitis of thoughts.

Comedy about the life is now finished...... now may my guts rot in hell.

8364 days and what......... giving hope to men.... leave none to yourself.

For all eternity, Death is just another path, one we all must take.

Such is Life. Remember, the death penalty is murder, and 'm having it here.

Why do i have to have an opinion about everything.! Why should I Choose a Life, Choose a job, Choose a career, Choose a family....................
I never wanted all this......... reasons... and there are no such things........!

Fed of all this, Relinquish my soul out of this.............. I just want to see the other side, they say It is very beautiful over there.

The last thing i want to see at this ungodly hour is a blink of your eyes, making a smile in bottom of my heart.

I commend my spirit. Don't you dare ask God to help me.......

And so I leave this world, where the heart must either break or turn to lead... its there I see the black light.

PS : Swear to make them cut me open, so that I won't be buried alive.

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