A Few things which made me Open to Revelatory Experiences.

People learn, "Early in Lives", what is their reason for being.., May be that's why they give up on it easily too., But that's the way it is.

If you start out by promising, what you don't ever have yet, you'll lose your desire to work towards getting it.

Damn, I really want to hate myself, but I can't.
 
I'm really tired of these school things. Please take away them!

There is a force that wants you to realize your destiny; it whets your appetite with the taste of success.

Going to hate those who have found their treasure because, I never found mine.

The close I get to realizing my destiny, the more that destiny becomes my true reason for being ALIVE.

People need not fear the unknown, if they are capable of achieving what they need and want.

The only skills that have the Patience to learn are those that have no real application in LIFE., and the only skill I have is the patience to learn any.

The World owes me happiness, fulfillment and Success.

I'm like everyone else, I see the World in tears if what I would Like to see happen, not what actually does.

When you really want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.

There were certain things one shouldn't ask about, so as not to free from one's own destiny.

Beauty is a great seducer of MEN.

I don't want to change anything, because I don't how to deal with change, I'm used to the way I am.

Traditional single point viewpoint has been abandoned, perspective has been fractured.

I've been dis empowered, My centering, self-actualizing anima has been impacted by toxic, co-dependent dysfunctionality.

Make my life an example of the principles I believe in.

I'm not sure that if total self-indulgence is really a PRINCIPLE.

.t.h.e. .l.i.e.s.

Beep Beep....BeepBeepBeep                 
 I seem to have lost the hunger
The food has no taste anymore
Somewhere familiar yet new
Where dreams and reality fuse
Succumbing inch by inch
To once again feel
The ecstasy of your touch
Yet avoiding your fingers
Every image is deceiving
And trust can be the hardest thing
I don't know of the word regret
Don't want to admit
And the feelings seem to numb
I don't want this
But ask anyway
Want to ignore
.t.h.e. .l.i.e.s.
You're over my head
A black cloud
A puddle at my feet
Dissipating like snow on my fingers
I've lost the desire to lust
Searching for something deeper
And you're just a shadow
I cannot seem to place

Be with me...

Be with me...
Hope You'll always be with me
Forever 'n' ever till eternity
'n' Never call it quits
No matter what the risks
My love for you is true
'n' it'll see us through
I believe in you and I
and our love can never die
Our love has made us one
& even when I'm gone
I'll shine as have always shone
Through my love
That is you.

Choose UR Response

What is Love?

What is love?
Is it a longing
or a belonging?
Does it hurt like a bee sting?
Or does it make you feel merry
when the church bells ring?
Does it mean anything?
and is it a good feeling?
Is it a sought of heart dealing,
that has a lot of meaning?
Does it mean on someone
you are always leaning?
I am ever so confused
and keep wondering its meaning!

you are looking in the wrong place

Okay I can no longer rub it in with the days and days of sunshine.
 

When you say you “liked it” did you just laugh, either to yourself or out loud? cos if you did it doesn’t mean that you are f*cked up at all. it’s been proven that the majority of  laughter is in response to moments of great social tension and not humour itself. seeing someone die can be pretty tense, so the feeling of laughter (if it was that) could have just been a response to relieve the tension you felt. I suppose it also depends on if it was a stranger you saw die or someone you knew and/or were close to. If a stranger you would have had less of an emotional attachment to them, that emotional attachment to them would have triggered a “normal” response. I hope this helps but if you do still have doubts about what this specifically means I would recommend seeking a proffessional to help you see the situation more clearly.

Well i have had people close to me die before but i have never felt anything for them… but when i say i liked it i am saying that i enjoyed seeing a dead person, the fact that he was dead made me feel happy… and i have done lots of thinking and death is such a beautiful thing, it is the one thing that you cant do wrong…i find everything in this world despicable, everything is made out of imperfection, the only beauty is the the destruction of such imperfection, just seeing this dead man made me have such a rush, like the world was better without him… now no one needs to worry im not thinking of doing anything drastic or bad, but im just saying it made me feel something, which things dont tend to do…i dont understand emotions at all, i cant even tell mine apart… but this made me feel like i understood happiness. 

Perfection is humanly impossible to attain. Everyone is in the same boat none are greater than another, although many people like to “think” they are better. Everyone will come into this world naked with nothing, and leave in the same way. In God only is perfection, love and truth, you are looking in the wrong place.

why did you

why did you leave me and go away?
when I have so much to tell you...
that you are so special and unique,
that the summer rains and winter sun are no more charming,
enchanting and beautiful is your thought,
that I love the way you treat me,
I feel so special when I am with you,
that you bring the best out of me,
that your smile mesmerizes me,
that you eyes hold me spellbound,
that your thought excites me and produces waves within,
that I am so lonely without you,
that life has lost its charm without you,
that this world doesn't attract me anymore,
And above all I love you and always have.